Red.

How many more days left to 2013?

I can't believe a year have passed & I guess it's time for the throwbacks again , whining over little thing. 

So, 

I'll put more pictures now - during Christmas eve.

Just a small celebration with alcohol & shisha about how things should be. No conversation , heart to heart talks or complains because now we have all grown up. Some things are so hard to be said and as we grow up, we tend to build a wall around us as we start to realize how saddening reality is and how fucked up the society are.

The sad part is ,

we don't even know how to express our feelings anymore - even to our closest.

Ah,

I hate growing up to another stage of life.

Make up of the day .

Do you love my kitty ears? :)

Settled down in Bangsar.

Honestly ,

I don't want to go through the spraying foam and shouting to each other thing anymore. I used to enjoy that - being around the crowd , getting spray into my nose and mouth - making me have a problem breathing.

But right now,

I just want peace. 

I might as well stay at home right?

But staying at home cannot look nice! ):

Oh hi!

Simple outfit with H&M white tee.

I just realize.. I look so much like my later mother...

and pictures from fb .

I had Sex on the Beach and it sucks, wtf. 

I should have order Lime Margarita instead.

And the session ends at 3 or maybe later.

You see... 

I was just trying to instagram....

And,

apparently this red jeans is the only long jeans I have in my wardrobe TT

I'm a sad kid.

God, I love my kitty ears!

And ...

I have no belt so I used the scarf to represent my belt.

Sorry, I was trying to make the best out of everything I have. 

The scraf is in chiffon material though and lately, I bought another leopard print one wtf. I know I'm not going to use it anyway.

Best picture I had out of the fours.

Till then.

Enjoy the last few days of 2012!

x

有时候,有时候。

Look at my eye bags ! :(

This is what happen when I sleep at 6am everyday . Sigh. 

So, 

I'm here to blog about things that you don't really care about to just keep my blog alive. I wonder how many page views I have a day because the last time I check was so terrible. The chart was in a mountain shape wtf. It's suppose to reach a peak and then stay constant....

Oh well,

I should blog about TOP or Big Bang soon wtf.

Sorry , desperate for views here.

And anyways,

there are some pictures I have in my phone since forever.

IGNORE MY ZOMBIE FACE TT

She's so cute, I swear that I want to just bite her cheeks omfg asdfghjkl !

Tong Yuen in Soy Milk on Winter Solstice Festival.

My grandma always ask us to drink it with soya bean / soy milk instead of the typical sweeten soup base. She said it was healthier. Oh well, I do prefer the soy bean one too. There's no filling inside and so we could actually eat more than how old we are. 

I'm suppose to eat maybe 19? I guess I ate more than 50 in a day wtf. 

I had 3 bowls cos it's so nice wtf.

The other one at my aunty's place .

But now,

it's red bean soup based.

God... my family just go against the culture of the sweeten soup based of tong yuen.

And camwhore while waiting for dinner with my eyebags as my #atod.

This is a new phone app introduced by my sister.

Pudding Cam , it is.

I swear, no matter how terrible you look that day. You just look better with the effect they have on their app. I normally snap my face with the iphone camera first and then, decided whether to put filter or not. But this app requires you to snap with the app. 

I'm not sure whether my phone sucks or what but I look better snapping myself with her phone.

Ass... my phone don't even love me ):

This is the cover-half-of-your-face-with-your-palm-so-your-face-look-smaller pose.

All the korean models do that when their chin is already so sharp that they can just poke the fishball and hang it there wtf.

Noneed to cover cover lah, unnie(s).

But it does makes your face look smaller though.

I should do that all the time cos I ish have pancake face.. TT

No make up cos I was so lazy...

LOL, don't ask.

My electric blue nails, nice or not?!?!?!

Meet my sis.

I was trying to imitate her duckface and this is the only picture I look not retarded in it.

We had so much fun laughing at my face -.- 

Oh well.

She's growing up because she is camwhoring * wipe tears of joy like a drama queen* 

:D

My maids and my clothes...

And there are more of them inside the cupboard.

Did you see the metal thing at the left corner? What do you call that? 

I actually buy that to hang my clothes but then I threw away so many while cleaning up that there's no use anymore wtf. 

I 

NEED

MORE

DRESSES

OMFG.

Do you know how good this taste?

Soy Blend! Must try ok!

x

Maybe it's true , I can't live without you.

I guess if you're my reader since I've started blogging , you should remember this dress. 

I don't know since when I've bought it but this is THE one piece that I'll never throw away . For the ever first time, I don't even care about my friends saying how many times I've repeated this dress. It's kind of the first dress that I bought myself after saving for don't know how many months. 

And yes,

RM 129 was such a huge amount to me back then .

I was only form 3? 

This is after PMR 

And I think it's the best picture I can find in my whole form 3 life wtf. You see - my hair is still short and honestly, I never had long hair until I start to grow it last year. And now, it's still not growing . 

If you have a formula to make hair grow faster,

please pm me on fb .

LOL

I'm desperate .

MY NOSE IS SO FLAT OMG TT

And so ,

we had a ' world end' dinner at Gardens on the 20th .

I can't believe I suggested something like that. I was telling Mingli and all I got was a  ' you serious bro' look but hey, at least I wanna see everyone IF it really ends right? 

But during the dinner,

I completely forget about that wtf.

And the jam was so busy that everyone was running late.

I was the first with Bernice ! 

FIRST , YOU KNOW!

I am never the first one on outings because I'm forever late. I can totally imagine Bernice reading this and nodding her head , claiming that she have to get all the credit because she drove my car. 

So applause to her for driving me the first time.

There she is .

My 5 inch heels help me and now , I can breathe better air than her wtf.

Squareeeey and my model.

So unglam photo of us LOL.

I swear I look so terrible in almost all pictures that I wanna KRAI TT

So pretty.

Settled down at Alexis and it's so different from the Bangsar one, I swear. 

The Bangsar one is so dark that I can't even read the menu but the Garden's one is so bright , wtf.

More pictures.

Flower Boy ~

That fml moment when a guy looks better than you in camwhoring photos -.-

Greetings from Raqul Reed, lol.

And some other photos from Sook Mun!

I was camwhoring with her S3 and I can't find the camera cos her phone is black...

I mean...

I was trying to find it.

I love how the camera effect makes it look like sketches :D

My eyebags are the accessories of the day , lol.

Totally love this photo of me & Sook!

Oh god,

how much have we grew ? 

Time really flies and the first time we met was seven year old. And now, we are freaking legal! 

woohoo.

MERRY CHRISTMAS 

x.

I don't believe in forever.

Oh hi!

That's me in full pink , just for the sake of furniture shopping at Ikea the other day.

I guess I was all excited about buying new furniture and end up, I bought nothing but just a few coat protector , hanger and what do we call the thing that they hang clothes & can be push around wtf. On a bright side , I threw away some clothes because there's nothing I can fit anymore in my stupid small wardrobe wtf. 

And we had italiannies for lunch.

My ahma was so amazed by the bread there and she loves how the grilled salmon is cooked but personally, I still don't like the way they make the sauce too watery . It tasted so chinese and I wonder if real Italian food taste this way, hmm..

#OOTD

Sorry for the filtering effect.

it was suppose to be on instagram but I totally forget about it so yeah.

What do you think about my pink coordinate?

GIRLY A NOT GIRLY A NOT?!?! :D

My pastel colour tie dye pants is just love .. AHHH.

And shamelessly promote the iphone cover from raqul reed.

And maybe,

we won't be selling iphone covers anymore ):

Accessories of the day.

I broke my blue charm bracelet and I'm still sad over it ):

Oh hi,

that's me forcing someone to take a picture of me for ootd.

Holy shiiitttt... what have instagram made me into? Sigh.

Anyways, 

I have a better one.

Got better anot? 

So pink and pastel-ish , I like!

And 

Do you know that this taste so damn freaking gooooooddddd?

Must try okay.

It's called Soya Blend if I'm not mistaken.

till then.

Hi.

I just had a good eyebrow day the other day.

YAY!

AND

I'm still alive wtf.

kthxbai.